I Just Don't Understand ♥
People , can i just ask you guys something ?
Am i a bitch ?
I hate life .
Why is life so ... So complicated ...
I hate my life ...
I'm so unhappy with it ...
So many people in other countries don't even have a second to live ...
I should be happy with it but ...
WHY ? JUST WHY MY LIFE IS SO ... SO SUCKY ?!
Its mostly my fault cause i've changed ...
Not for the better but i became worse ...
WORSE IN EVERYTHING ...
For a second ,
I thought i was the happiest girl in the world ...
But just a small thing ,
Can change everything forever ...
Sigh ...
I wished sorry can change everything ...
UGH !!!!!
Maybe i'm just crazy ...
Or ... Just thinking too much ...
But how can it possibly be me ,
Thinking too much ,
When actually it is happening in reality ?
GOSH !
I'm going maddddd !
Everything is just slowly ... Falling apart ...
No one can ever understand me ...
Sigh ...
I don't even know myself anymore ...
Where is the germaine i knew last time ?
So happy ... so cheerful and outgoing ...
Where've she been to ?
Don't say you know me when i don't even know myself ...
I'm tired of tears ...
I'm tired of all the scoldings and naggings ...
But ... It will never stop ...
Just when can i get the happiness i wanted and wished for ?
God ... What can i say ?
I thought i found the guy i wanted but ...
Sigh ...
Everything became the opposite of what i expected ...
After all those funny memories ...
Sigh ...
I'm gonna miss those beautiful smiles , cute faces and tickles we did ...
But do you know what i'm still gonna miss the most ?
Its you , yes you ):
I don't deserve you , i never did ...
There are always these stupid circumstances that will stop us from being together ...
We could get through all these together but ...
You just let go and give up ...
So i respected your decision ...
But my heart aches ... And those tears ...
They just can't stop rolling down my cheeks ...
I'm lost , i'm confused ...
And the sad germaine is back ...
UGH ))):
I HATE YOU GERMAINE ! D:
You suck suck suck soooooooooooo much !
I just simply hate you .
You just screw everything up .
You're so weak !
CRYBABY !!!
Why did god made me sooooo ridiculously abnormal ?
Ugh , i'm falling apart ...
I really am ...
Sigh , love love love ...
Sucks to the core ...
Family ?
They're not supporting me at all ...
They're adding salt to my wound ...
bye than ...
Labels: Baby now i need to hold you tight D:
Baby,top. || 9:31 AM